rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Sunday, October 08, 2006
-9:19 PM
Christ was sacrificed once to take away the sins of many people; and he will appear a second time, not to bear sin, but to bring salvation to those who are waiting for him.
Hebrews 9: 28
For the past few days, there were many sweet people who stood by me. They are the ones when you look back at the things they've done or said, it would bring a smile to face and a very warm feeling that tingles in your heart.
I'm glad that YiYing came to church yesterday. It was really a surprise when i peeped at my handphone checking the time while i was busy preparing myself for church. And i had a message. Yiying asked if it will be too late for her to come to church, since service starts at 10 and she probably reach around 10plus. Man my heart jumped! It is never too late to come to church. It is never too late to return to the Father and celebrate! And so she came. This was her first time at service and I prayed it made an impact upon her. I pray that the Holy Spirit would convict her of God's power and his majesty. And i have this very special person to thank. Coz i belived she did made an impact in YiYing's life as well.
She may be the rara papaya in cell, the one who never fails to disturb me bout my flabs but she is also one who takes up the initiative to talk to a stranger and make them feel welcomed. She cracks them up by being a fool in front of others. She carries a charisma, a fragrance that people around her just feel so comfortable. She was the one who spoke to Yiying after cell, and took care of her while i'm away. She was the one who took away the "shy" barrier in YiYing and helped her integrate better into the ministry. She's Rachel Ng, only 15 but with a heart and passion for God. Dearie, i believe that what you've done will not only impact just YiYing's life, but it will be passed on to the people that both of you lead in the future. The Vast Army. *hugs*
Because of some personal encounters that i had this week that i dread mentioning, it was also sweet to know that out of it all, you know you have a brother to look after you, to protect you. And what's more i have 2! 2 heart throbs. :) As i told them about what happened, Jovin said "Dont worry, you have 2 body guards to protect you if anything should happen." He said this with such chivalrous attitude. Jeremy, " Wah if that person ever do that, i will go up to him and scold him lor.. I dont care.." Of coz the going up to the person to scold him is not exactly what i expected him to say but nevertheless, i feel very protected by these two little boys who have grown to be men. I just melted when they said that.
In this generation of pervertion and distortion of manhood, i see the warrior in both of them. Like what Eric Ludy said, Warriors who are more then just the defender of Truth and Justice and a champion for the weak.
A warrior who will protect what is sacred and innocent in womanhood. Thank you sweet Lord for bringing these two warriors in my life. For allowing them to protect me when im weak. To love me when i need. And to guard what is sacred within me.
