rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, May 04, 2006
-10:28 AM
It is God who arms me with strength
and makes my way perfect.
2 Samuel 22: 33
Exams are finally over and yes everytime when i reach this stage.. it always seem so surreal. After the last paper i went back to my table trying to figure out what i have to study. haha silly me. Now that it's over.. you seem to have like the time of the world trying to figure what you dhould do next. haha darn i should have maked a list during the exam period. But oh wells i must say that i really enjoyed myself and the company of a few good friends mugging through this period. For the prayers and their constant support in motivating one another.. and the little notes here and there, to the 2 precious angels whom God has sent from above, you know who you are, thank you... Truly as we share in each other's lives, it makes the walk easier and haha more enjoyable as well ( i remember the waddd ssuupp... and haha the long lashes and painted nails!!!!!.. n how u all tekan me!!!!) Thank you once more.
I thank God for His faithfulness even as He watches and guides me throughout this period. Although it's the mugging period and you know at such times you do fall away when you become too caught up with work.. I am thankful that he reminded me that it was important to sharpen my axe with Him first. It's strange coz i realised that it's always such stressful periods when you start cherishing the relationship and seek Him the most. But I dont want it to be like that. To worship Him only when im required to or because it's right. I dont want to worship Him in hope that as i lift His name on high especially during this period, He will lift my cap on high as well. I dont want to worship Him conditionally. And i guess this mugging period has brought me to think deeper about the heart of worship. Worshipping not for the sake of worshipping and with no strings attached. But to worship and praise God even as we face such struggles, knowing that He will stregthen us and He is faithful. And my God, my heavenly king has been such in fact more than that.
Now the holidays are here and a friend has just left for exchange. It was quite sudden but melissa and i managed to send her off at 11pm before her flight at 1am in the morning! Erin, if you are reading this where ever you are, do take care! Most importantly have fun!!!Love loadz.. :)
