rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, April 10, 2006
-9:59 PM
Surely the arm of the Lord is not too short to save,
nor is his ear too dull to hear.
Isaiah 59:1
It's funny how sometimes we only get to enjoy things better when they are almost over or when you know u wont get to it again. Although it may be really tiring or sometimes even nerve whrecking, at the end of the day when you look back, you realised that all these while it was really an enjoyable ride. How complex we humans are. One minute we complain like mad about how perharps we hate this person or the more common example; SCHOOL and yet the next we realised that 'Hey it wasnt so bad was it?'.
I admit i am one of them. Today i attended the last lecture for social psychology and i enjoyed it. Somehow for once the lecturer struck me as a really funny person and a good lecturer in fact.. hmm then again it may be just me or one of my lecturer's 'reverse psychology' tactics to make me write good comments about her. Afterall this is about Social Psychology right? haha but nah i felt that she was really sincere and i enjoyed this last lecture of hers.
Looking back i realised that i did enjoyed those hair-pulling, binge eating and sometimes even adrenaline rushing times when i had to mug and study for the 5 letter word: EXAMS. Although i agree that at that time it was really depressing and it gets worse when u realised that you have put on like another 5kg in the span of 5hours studying, but it was still enjoyable. Me crazy? Yeah perharps but hey dont tell me you dont remininscence about lost times.. We all do ok.
But i guess the reason why i felt that these times are the best times is mainly coz it's the time when you are more settled after the hustle n bustle of rushing assignments that are 1/4 worth of your grade. More importantly, it's the time when you get closer to someone. For me, it's someone that most of you might be familar with. My Father in Heaven. My God. My Almighty and Loving King.
It is these times that you want to cuddle n rest in His Love and comfort. His words of encouragement when you feel like giving up and of course when you need a hug, like a physical one, He sends someone precious to give you one. I think we humans are very contradictory. When we need something or someone, the pressence of that special person becomes more special but when we are too busy for that someone or something, we totally forget that they actually existed. So dear friends take your time to appreciate the people around you. take time to know them for who they are. And take time to appreciate and know that He is there when you need Him and say this little prayer that wouldnt even take a minute to thank Him. You know who i am refering to.
To my heavenly King: Thank you for the grace and love you so freely gave. For the times that you were with me yet i did not care. Thank you for hearing me when im unheard by common man. Thank you that you care. :) *sends a sweet smile*
