rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Sunday, January 15, 2006
-7:00 AM
I will fear no evil,for you are wit me, O Lord;your rod and your staff, they comfort me.psalm 23:4And so i decided to throw the flower pot out of my window. No more looking back. i dont want to hold on to those times so tightly anymore. But then again wad are those times? They sound so beautiful. And they are and will be. I will forget about you. Not as who you are but who i expect you to be. Im not ready to get a new flowerpot soon. Maybe after some time but definitely not so soon. I want a change of environment and i think i have other things to do. I dont think if i get a new pot now, i will even have the time to look after it. Your beauty may attract me for a while and might even cause me to stop and remininscence about those times. But i dont think i can afford it right now. Now i got other things i need to do. I need to clean my apartment. Remove all the dust and unsightly stuff off this house. And im gonna rennovate it. You will no longer be the centre piece of my house but im leaving it to my Contractor to rennovate it as He wishes. Maybe at the end of it, i will find you back there, the place where i once knew you, maybe not. Maybe i will get something even better than you. But whatever it is, I leave it to my Contractor. He knows my needs. so farewell.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
-9:00 AM
The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed,a stronghold intimes of trouble.Those who know your name will trust you,for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you.Psalm 9: 9-10yes i know i havent been blogging like for gazallion months.. can close down this blog already... But nope am nt gonna do so. I admit that i was rather busy last year so much that i cant really take time to write things going on in my life.. But 2006 shall be Sheena Seng's attempt to be different. To be more proactive and more responsible as well.i came out of 2005 with a changed perspective. After the Pneuma Theos or Holy Spirit in greek camp, i began to question certain aspects of my life. During camp itself, Pastor James Singh aka the Fire Man, gave me a prophetic word. He said that i am a leader and mentioned about spiritual maturity.. i cant really remember all that he said coz basically i was just crying away when he shared the prophetic msg halfway while preaching. i then asked God why me? Why me as a leader? Being a leader would just mean that i need to shoulder alot of responsibilities.. will i ever live up to it. I dont want to be a leader that carry such responsibilities for name sake and not putting in my best effort. i dont know if i will ever be the leader that God that God has planned for me to become. But i will try to live as close to it possible. It's is never about guarentees but more importantly opportunities to live your life well. So for 2006, i shall attempt to catch every opportunity. It will be a roller coaster ride.. certain highs and falls.. the falls may be scary but it is just as exciting as well... in fact the falling part of a roller coaster ride is often the highlight. So hack the expectations and wadsoever.. i only live for Jesus Christ.
