Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

sheena seng
fearfully and wonderfully made
Psalm 139

-2:35 AM

Because you are my help,
I sing in the shadow of your wings, O Lord.
My soul clings to you;
your right hand upholds me.
Psalm 63: 7-8

I prayed this morning. That He will give me the peace. the direction. good weather. and for me to pass it and it would save me alot of trouble. I prayed for derong as well.. ( we have the same driving instructor and yes the same test date.) i prayed that both of us would pass the same time. ANd then before i knew it, derong called and he said he passed. wow i thought to myself, and i remembered my prayer and wondered if i too would pass. was picturing the scenario where i will jump around and call everybody esp eric because he always love to suan me n tell him hey i made it lor.. but the more i thought about it, the more nervous i became. The thought of passing so easily esp when you only had less than 15lessons was rather exciting. I had circuit driving at 130. was quite cool.. managed everything.. from crank course and s curve to parking and slope really well.. i was cool about it then. but it wasnt the same at345.

And so i failed my driving test. badly infact. mount onto the curb esp the directional change part. twice. and i couldnt park properly. dint knock down any poles but i know it was quite bad. But oh wells it's definately an experience.. rather nerve-wrecking initially.. esp when before you could enter the circuit, the tester stun you with an E-brake. It's a adrenaline-rush.. and trust me it aint a good way to start off your test. But praise God that my tester was really nice.. He kept talking to me and he knows that i was nervous and all.. but he helped me alot.. i am not angry with God. Disappointed maybe but not in God. For i know slowly yet surely this prayer of mine will be honoured. and answered.. then i still can jump around n call eric n suan him. And like i always say.. people who are pass the second time are better drivers. Praise you Lord!


-7:49 AM


A righteous man may have many troubles,
but the Lord delivers him from them all.

psalm 34:19

im starting to dread the coming week.. will have alot of assignments n deadlines to rush.. yuckz.. anw i miss my super trios lah.. Tang you ni EUNICE N Koh Si Jia SERENE i miss you both.. loadz.. i wish we could spend time together man.. hahahaha. will keep u two dearies in my prayers..



-8:53 AM

You are my hiding place, Lord;
you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.

Psalm 32:7


Isn't it cool to have your own hiding place.. where you could just run away from things you dread to face? i think it is.. and i always wanted a garden that i could escape to.. a garden where i can call my own. i don't really want it to be too well maintained.. seems so unnatural.. so stiff.. i dont want any man-made fountains there either.. i'll settle with streams and trees and most importantly i want a swing.. i want wild flowers to sprout all around.. to make me a nice bed.. and when the wind blows, the flowers shall brush across my face, leaving it's fragrance on me. haha so idealistic... where to find such gardens in singapore man.. i think the closest ever will be the botanical gardens but then again it's too engineered and it's open to the public.. you cant possibly roll around as you wish right. it's weird... haha maybe i shall request for this garden in my plot of land when im in heaven..

haha sounds so heavenly, i wish i could be there now.. esp when there's just too much to do.. deadlines to meet and responsibilities to take up.. it's nt easy. but nobody it was ever gonna be easy. no one. but i guess the only comfort i get now is when i know that He is there even though it is tough. And i think it's His pressence that makes a huge difference. Coz u know that no matter how tough it may seem, at the end of the day you have a huge safety net to fall upon so right now have fun and enjoy the process. And i am. it's like being able to bounce up n down the trampoline.. haha

i have alot of tasks at hand. projects for marketing and spore studies (changing landscapes). if you think marketing projects are easy peasy, think again. esp when it's mkt3420 promotional management.. it 's crazy. there's no exam for this mod but it also means that it's super -project based. basically it's like working for this com i shant mentioned here.. just in case they sue me (you never know..) and creating surveys for them, getting these surveys answered by 600 respondents and then anaylsing the data through this program called SPSS.. and then reanalyse the stats.. so abit of crosstabs here and there.. check out the chi-square ( at this point if you dont understand what those terms means.. good.. at least u shd know the pain my group had to go through.. how we had sleepless nights dealing with those stats..)... sounds awfully terrible? that only accounts for 30% of the grade. the 40% comes from the creative aspect.. which is to design a print- ad for the target audience. uh- huh. it's not as easy as you think it is.

then i have papers due like the first week of nov. 2 of them. Methods of social research and soci of food. not easy as well.. but i think i will manage..

and yes i am in the camp com for my youth camp.. and im very excited bout it.. really.. i cant wait for it.. dunno why also.. hehz.. but there's still alot of planning to do. and that would mean more work as well. oh wells.. i think He is really stretching my muscles for the better.. to prepare me for greater works ahead.. how exciting right.. i think so too.. hahaha..


-8:52 AM

So yes i decided to create my own blog!!! haha hmm dunno how this will work out but haha quite excited bout it.. coz you know it's rather different having YOUR own bloggie and haha than sharing with others.. there's abit of stuff you dont really announce on the shared blog right.. and i think having your own blog is cool.. haha so yupz... this blog is bout all bout the cookie monster who stole the cookie from the cookie pot.. :)

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